For a second
I am cold. I feel cold when I am alone, when I am not with you.
This last weeks where very different from the usual life I had. They where a dog fight, a street fight, and a mad fight. It was allowed everything. Even the dirtiest of tricks. I managed to get by, to get the most important things my way. So, now I am starting to settle in my new life, the life I should have had since a long time.
There are two different approaches to this matter, one that states that everything happens for a reason, and other that says it was just lost time.
I say I just regret the things I haven't done. My past life can be classified as such. I had that life because I did not put reverse one day, I stopped, but did not reverse. So, I can regret my life in the last years. But also I am not the same person I was 21 years ago. We are not the same. If things where different the results would have not been the same.
How can one be sure of the past decisions when faced with the passing of time ?
The most common is to say that history will be the best judge of decisions. Today I look back 21 years and can not say if we took the right path. What I can say is that now I am cold and alone. I don't know how things will be. I know how I want them to be. I know how you want them to be. I know how we want them to be. I don't know how they will be.
Today I look back and I just don't know if I lost half of my life, or prepared the rest of it the best way. What I can say is that I will not loose you any more, not even for a second.
This last weeks where very different from the usual life I had. They where a dog fight, a street fight, and a mad fight. It was allowed everything. Even the dirtiest of tricks. I managed to get by, to get the most important things my way. So, now I am starting to settle in my new life, the life I should have had since a long time.
There are two different approaches to this matter, one that states that everything happens for a reason, and other that says it was just lost time.
I say I just regret the things I haven't done. My past life can be classified as such. I had that life because I did not put reverse one day, I stopped, but did not reverse. So, I can regret my life in the last years. But also I am not the same person I was 21 years ago. We are not the same. If things where different the results would have not been the same.
How can one be sure of the past decisions when faced with the passing of time ?
The most common is to say that history will be the best judge of decisions. Today I look back 21 years and can not say if we took the right path. What I can say is that now I am cold and alone. I don't know how things will be. I know how I want them to be. I know how you want them to be. I know how we want them to be. I don't know how they will be.
Today I look back and I just don't know if I lost half of my life, or prepared the rest of it the best way. What I can say is that I will not loose you any more, not even for a second.
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Ainda bem que está na minha vida e que sou tua... e ainda bem que aprecies que eu esteja na tua e que tu és meu... Não te quero voltar a perder nem por um instante.